Okay...Prayer Please!

God is incredibly faithful!

This has been the hardest week of the semester yet  ...a whole bunch of stuff went wrong with student teaching stuff - totally humbling...but I finally took the Praxis for the 1st and last time  ... my keys are still MIA, i have a spare set to the car... but oh yeah, doesn't matter, the car won't start ... my phone finally surfaced...

I HATE RELYING ON OTHER PEOPLE! ... I hate needing people ... I feel stretched so very thin, like at any second I could tear ... but at the same time I am so fortunate and grateful for everything God has given me...

I feel like I'll never be on top of school work ... I feel like i spend my life trying to catch up... I just don't have enough time... Basketball is going awesome... I wish so badly this wasn't my last year - but I've so thankful for the opportunity to play! 

anyways... I'm sorry if I've been distant lately... I just don't have time/ energy to think... I miss everyone...

LIFE....AHHH!

Okay, so Jesus is in the process of revealing to me that not only am I riduculously far from perfect, but regardless of what I ever do, perfection is not achievable...common sense, i know...a lesson already taught, and learned, many times...Thank God for His GRACE!!! and His Patience!!! Women of Faith conference in Philly was awesome! It was such a blessing to be able to go, esp. with the awesome chicas I went with!

anyways...Ok, so I give up...while on the subject of non-accomplishable things...I will never understand men!!!...advil anyone???...

kinda bummed lately...really busy, and always tired...just feeling kinda alone, much missing many good friends that left this year...but wishing them the best...

Isn't my kitty freak'n adorable ...

(I miss my partner in crime)

Anyways...quick update...so much has happened in so little time...so if ya care whats going on, hit the cell, cuz i hate when people write like 3 pages on their xanga...anyways...

If ya think of me this week...please keep me in prayer...I'm director of VBS this year and its next week...other than decorations, for the most part everything is covered, but I'm super stressed - cuz when push comes to shove I'm trying to DO rather than TRUST (a good friend was so kind as to point that one out for me)...I SUCK AT TRUSTING!!...but at least I'm willing to admit it...anyways...prayer please!!!

I truely am grateful for amazing friends...a true friend will tell you the truth, especially when it hurts...and even though it's painful I'd take brokeness anyday - because I know that "when I am weak, He is strong"... however, I'm reminded that knowledge if not applied is worthless - so I'd say I'll try to work on this, but i think the answer lies in me NOT trying...and simply surrendering...as always!!!...anyways...

Congrats to all my friends who are offically/unoffically heading towards marriage  I am very happy for you'll and wish you the very best! Go for it! and enjoy every moment of happiness & pain and suffering heading your way ... lol ... in other words, God Bless!

Aren't I Cute...

But way too Sweet and Innocent for South Park...

Right...